Whenever someone says to you "no, you're not allowed to...." doesn't it always make it so hard to fight the urge to actually do that thing?

Well, at least I find it so, rather difficult, eating away inside..... a few distractions here and there still do not really take that urge away, but yet for others, it is so easy, just ignorne it they say.

Ugh.

Only indefinite forever to go huh.